Monday, January 12, 2009

Leaving On A Jet Plane

So 18 more days left in New York and here I am again at the brink of a new adventure. My critics and friends have all put in their share of advice. From "why are you leaving"' to "good luck" and "congrats". I even got a "your an idiot" which I thought was a little rude but still hilarious. My answer to it all is, if I can leave California I can definitely leave New York.

For that matter, I can say that I made it. I'm not running away, I didn't fail. I'm not lost or scared. I tackled New York like a trooper and I'm proud of myself. Not many people are strong enough to do what I did. I know some people think I came here out of weakness. All I can say to that is, that the secrets between my mind and my eyes are probably a lot more than most people in my life could ever handle. So I don't mind if they think I left out of weakness. I know the truth. Besides, they say if you can make it here...

I have a lot to look forward to, and a lot to reflect on. I'm more excited about whats ahead of me than anything I'm leaving behind. I figure, as long as that's true in life your headed in the right direction.

4 comments:

okaonis said...

so where are you going after new york?

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Lotus B. said...

Going to Houston, TX. I'm going to move into me and D's new house and wear cowboy boots. This nomad is hanging up her running shoes.

DC DIVA DATING ADVENTURES said...

Hopefully you'll like H-Town. It's much different from NY as you know, hot, traffic, bad public transportation...but the City offers so much more beyond that...diversity, food, a new place in the same nation....enjoy, be safe and good luck

Lotus B. said...

Thanks Diva, I'm starting to get more and more excited about it! :)